inaccurate

More than a week went by, I started my classes and got a job with a professor of psychology and I made some friends, most of them freshmen who lived in my dorm. Friends is an inaccurate word to use. We just ate our meals together, saw each other coming and going, but were mainly thrown together by the fact that none of us seem to know anybody - a situation which at that time, did not seem necessarily unpleasant.


-D.Tartt.

01.01.09

Trying to forgive when I am just beginning to heal undermines my healing process.

frame cards

has it really been six months? B is in hiding now, some assy northern town in Canada. Brescia's not enough, go bore yourself with wrist weights and the pressure to be fit. I hate cheating bastards especially those who hide behind the synod.

end of an era

see now this is what happens, B when conceit sets in.

you tend to say shit things.

just give it a rest now.

and you, too. enjoy your life, walk away from the gossip and the attention greed.

you are just like them now.

attention ho.

no comment

..and really you shouldn't resolve all your insecurities by being nasty or controversial. If you're not attractive enough by your standards, let it go. Stop the terror on other people, isn't it enough that you are terrorized by your face everyday?

and yes, this entry is for you, professor.

especially designed for Brian Gorrell

For Brian Gorrell's blog.

I JUST HAD TO

I've been reading the blog that Pitex sent me, a blog on certain people I know. They won't remember me because I'm always on the sidelines when they have the crazies at Polo. And they look down on me because my Mom's family isn't rich and she doesn't pretend at all. She could, you know, do an Emily Relucio thing and parade my Dad's money but she doesn't. What do they know about true romance? So I just scroll scroll scroll through the nasties and the banshees but this one comment bothered the grips out of my white knuckles.


Anonymous said "Brian, we support you, but sometimes your words can cut us like a dagger to the heart. Please be careful in what you write. Remember your supporters are not beautiful white Australians, but common average Pinoys."
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I'm a common average Pinay. I am proud to be one. Because the common average Pinay is honest.
Because the common average Pinay is honest.
I am one.
Now tell me, who are you?