October 19
Chris and I sat around the park all day thinking things over. He's been using drugs for over a year and I've been using since July 10 to be exact. We've decided it would be impossible to change while we're here so we're going to cut out and go to San Francisco. And I've simply got to turn Richie into the police. I'm not being vindictive or spiteful or jealous, really I'm not. It's just that I've got to do something to protect all those high school kids. All this crap Rich sold me about "they'll get it someplace" and all that is just a bunch of high school crap bullshit. He doesn't care about anyone in this whole world but himself, and the only way I can make retribution for what I've done is to at least keep him from getting more kids started.
That's one of the worst things about this drug business. Practically every kid that uses also sells and it's just a giant round robin thing that keeps on getting bigger and bigger until I wonder where it will ever end! I really do! I wish I'd never gotten started. Chris and I have both pledged to each other that we're going to stay clean. We really and truly are! In San Francisco, we won't know a single soul that uses and it will be easy to stay off.
Excerpts from a Real Diary
GO ASK ALICE
by Anonymous.
An Avon Flare Book
A division of the Hearst Corporation
Chris and I sat around the park all day thinking things over. He's been using drugs for over a year and I've been using since July 10 to be exact. We've decided it would be impossible to change while we're here so we're going to cut out and go to San Francisco. And I've simply got to turn Richie into the police. I'm not being vindictive or spiteful or jealous, really I'm not. It's just that I've got to do something to protect all those high school kids. All this crap Rich sold me about "they'll get it someplace" and all that is just a bunch of high school crap bullshit. He doesn't care about anyone in this whole world but himself, and the only way I can make retribution for what I've done is to at least keep him from getting more kids started.
That's one of the worst things about this drug business. Practically every kid that uses also sells and it's just a giant round robin thing that keeps on getting bigger and bigger until I wonder where it will ever end! I really do! I wish I'd never gotten started. Chris and I have both pledged to each other that we're going to stay clean. We really and truly are! In San Francisco, we won't know a single soul that uses and it will be easy to stay off.
Excerpts from a Real Diary
GO ASK ALICE
by Anonymous.
An Avon Flare Book
A division of the Hearst Corporation
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Library of Congress Catalogue Card Number: 82-664
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Library of Congress Catalogue Card Number: 82-664
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